happy fucking christmas

feeling alot like scrooge right now, christmas time is just not for me. sure its fine when you get shit loads of presents but the excitement of that doesn't last very long, plus your family get drunk and start talking about sex positions,you have to listen to crappy disco music from the 70s, your friends start being cunts and you realise that you don't really have alot going for you at the moment. i want that remote from click more than anything, mainly to rewind and pause when i had everything that i could of wanted when things were absolutly perfect, i just wouldn't like the remote to go crazy like it does in that movie that was pretty suckish |: i can safely say i cannot fucking wait for this year to be over and done with, and yes i know everyone says this and its extremely cliche but next year i'm going to get my act together and have a great year 2009 can suck my cock. of course it wasn't all bad alot of it was pretty amazing actually, but after these past few months what i need is a fresh start. i cannot wait to get back to my old self, the nice happy bubbly bernice not this miserable moody paranoid one. debating on whether to get catastrophically fucked or to just go upstairs with a cuppa and watch OTH
i think i should stop rambling now |:
HAPPPY BLOGGING!
and I LOVE HOPE POWELL EDDY SHE MAKES ME HAPPY WHEN I'M DOWN(L)