change

so i'm turning a new leaf, starting over, changing, call it whatever you like thats exactly what i'm doing.
recently all i seem to do is push people further and further away from me, for no reason what so ever. i get angry and then i end up saying stuff i don't mean and it ends in tears and fights. even when people haven't done anything to me i still find a way to be pissed off at them its rediculous
therefore i have decided to make amends with all the people i have got into arguments with, i want my friends back, my real friends. i need them back.
i'm sick of all the pathetic arguments, the bitching, the awkwardness.

i cannot wait for the future :}

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY TIMESSSS FROM NOW ON